Finally, all my waiting has ended…
He came back to my life again. Never know that he is so important in my life. Thank you very much.
I love you, Bapak Endut, especially your hot and spicy meatball.
Just my luck, listening to Beetho symp.no.7 and eating your spicy meatball ended my beautiful weekend.
I am unwritten,
Can’t read my mind
I’m undefined
I’m just beginning
The pen’s in my hand
Ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before me
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That I could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close I can almost taste it
Release my inhibitions
Feel the rain on my skin
No one else can feel it for me
Only me can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on my lips
Drench myself in words unspoken
Live my life with arms wide open
Today is where my book begins
The rest is still unwritten, yeah
Oh, oh
I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines, oh yeah yeah
We’ve been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can’t live that way oh, oh
Staring at the blank page before me
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That I could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close I can almost taste it
Release my inhibitions
Feel the rain on my skin
No one else can feel it for me
Only me can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on my lips
Drench myself in words unspoken
Live my life with arms wide open
Today is where my book begins
The rest is still unwritten, yeah
Staring at the blank page before me
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That I could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close I can almost taste it
Release my inhibitions
Feel the rain on my skin
No one else can feel it for me
Only me can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on my lips
Drench myself in words unspoken
Live my life with arms wide open
Today is where my book begins
The rest is still unwritten, yeah
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
1. Have a very good sleep for one week (definitely 8 hours every night).
2. Reading my new books, Il Principle and the Red Sea Rules, and my ebook, Abe Lincoln gets his chance, Cost Accounting Principle, and Scrum Dev.
3. Watching ISwaK…..uwah, I love it.
4. Watching Alvin and the Chipmunks, The Empress and the Warriors, 10,000 BC, The Forbidden Kingdom, Kungfu Panda (thanks to Mr.Jerjer….hehehe)
5. Learn Joomla.
6. Play FreeCell, Jigsaw, and Chocolatier.
7. Planning my night trip.
1. The Alchemyst - The Secrets of the Immortal Nicholas Flamel (Michael Scott)
2. Luthiel’s Song: Dreams of the Ringed Vale (Robert Fanney)
3. The adventure of Tom Sawyer (MarkTwain)
and will still continue..
Too many things to do lately.
1. Keep up my sprint project
2. My final exam preparation
3. Study about the Blackberry Project
4. Learn Cost Accounting
And those things keep banging in my head… 
For my first man:
Hola, my first handsome man.
Uuuu, I know today is your birthday. Happy birthday to you. I do love you, you know that, right? Even though, sometimes you are hard-headed (like me), egoist and self-center (like me too). Hehehe, but who cares? It’s still you, right? And, it’s impossible to replace you with any other man. That position of yours in my heart is irreplaceable by anyone on earth.
Just can’t wait to post this until i get home. Today i meet amazing people. What a lucky gal i am. They have the idea,but lack of resources. Well,you can count me in. Just prepare the contract, i’ll sign it,n be in the team. But, 1st i think i need to read accounting. I’m just an IT fella anyway. Yatta!
But i keep asking myself,why me dear LORD. And HE said, bcos u keep bugging ME with the question how u can do something for ur country. That’s why I send them to u. This is ur chance,and u have to use it. And i bow my head to my LORD, and say ‘Arigato Gozaimasu’. Fighting! 
I am planning to go there again.
But, after all, just like Dal Ja said…
“If it’s fate…may be?”
MUST BE
Huahaha…today is the very good and bad day for me?
1. My cellphone is working. I turned it off and turn it on. Who’s the moron? (My cellphone, I guess)
2. My mom was planning to pay my phone bill directly (since I have no time to go to Grapari), but then she called me, and said that it’s already paid on 3rd June 2008? Wekekek, I guess, I am the moron here. Sorry, momma, for making you busy and panic. Hehehe, Love ya.
Gomenasai, Halma Mama, for the lousiness and the alzheimer of your careless daughter. 
Love ya.
